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Post by justme03 on Nov 12, 2017 13:02:08 GMT -5
I'm so bored and lonely and money is tight. I keep remembering back to when I used to do drugs , sort of like day dreaming about it. I hardly meet any one or go out that's why I am so bored and I don't have a computer or much to do in my flat except to feel sorry for myself and think about drugs .
I know if I don't do something about my boredom and lonelynes my depression is going to hit me at full force again.
I don't think I'm at risk of doing drugs even though I'm tempted I have moved away from all my contacts so luckily I would not know where to get them.
At the moment I leave my flat twice a week . once to go shopping and once to go to slimming world ( I've just started this ) .
The rest of the time I'm stuck home alone and so bored and lonely . I don't feel like I have a life.
I don't have friends and there's only so much you can phone your family before they get bored of you.
I need to get out more but I have social anxiety and agoraphobia . I need ways to make friends and fill my time so I don't become suicidal again and so I'm occupied and won't be wishing I was doing drugs .
I don't know if anyone can help or advise me but thank you for taking the time to read this .
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